Secondly, Watson must have gone through a pre-planning stage where he would have had to choose the subjects he wished to include, therefore it couldnt have been as completely objective/unbiased as it seemed. However, in my opinion, after he knocks over Vandas drink and clears it up for her, he says the phrase I had put so much money on you. On the one hand, Paul Watson did get these peoples consent to be filmed. The reason for all this was to make people aware about the phenomenon of alcoholism and surely not for attracting more audience. (2006). But theres a film within and around the film, one that Steven Spielberg didnt make but that he or someone else should have made: Spielbergs List, the story of the casting call for the actresses who would be getting undressed and going into the gas chamber that turns out to be a shower. This shows how relationships are built up when filmmaking and how subjects and even the interviewer forms attachments. As the director said himself My job is to explain, not entertain. This can be seen when Watson is speaking to Toni about her addiction, something that Toni profusely denies she is. This is not to say there isnt artful construction in the film. Comments KNWYRRTS says Directed by. Im thinking of the massacre set to Bach, of the march over the horizon to Israel, and of the justly infamous shower scene. Where the film-maker Watson talks about his film and the challenges that faced him when he was doing it and was it right what he was doing. Rain in my heart is very clinical in its approach to a very tough subject matter, as if Watsons approach matches that of the grief caused by alcoholism for his subjects. But Ive never felt like Watson exploited his subjects. He puts himself in the film to explain how he felt at the time, allowing the audience to be involved in his own personal emotions whilst watching his film. In life, many people depend on rain for their livelihood and more. I believe it was not his job to cure the patients, neither was it to encourage them to drink, however his involvement with the hospital and its patients was simply to reveal the complex and brutal causes and effects of alcoholics. The editing in this documentary played a huge part in how the audience saw and formed views about the subjects that Paul Watson was filming. The attempts to deal with these accusations are unsatisfactory as the unethical conduct exhibited in this film were necessary for the desired effect. Things which have been considered problematic in Watsons Rain In My Heart include: informed consent from his subjects, the argument of whether or not the filmmaker should intervene in the filming process, the appropriateness of certain parts of the film, most notably Nigels funeral and his grieving family, and finally, the relationship between Watson and his subjects. I would not have the heavens fair, I feel that to say Watson exploits his subjects within the film is unfair. I think the way though that Watson should come to it should be through meaningful tactics and not in ways that makes the subject feel smaller in order for the audience to feel bigger. Whats exploitation? Also when he went to Vandas house and interviewed her, he didnt stop her to drink alcohol. On the other hand, I feel that some of the content included in the film did not have to be included. Watson most definitely fulfilled what he set out to do and in order to do that, I feel he had to push the boundary as far as he did to achieve this hard-hitting documentary. In Rain in my Heart she is living in a council flat. The subjects and the families were happy to be filmed and it was unlikely that the film was going to bring more harm than good it was important that he looked at the whole picture and the awareness he could spread with such a film. "My heart is aching. At this point, i would say, at least, it demonstrates the serious damage of alcoholism to many people like me, especially for teengers. Explaining hell it is. A prediction such as this can alter the way she behaves and this documentary is no longer just an observation of her progress. It becomes less objective, and much more personal between him and Vanda. However, Watson once again denies accusations of exploitation for when he arrives at Vandas to see the door open and clarifies his reason for waiting by stating of course you wait, you dont just go in and more importantly, when the action begins to unfold with a drunken Vanda, Watson says that he must regain his job as someone there to just film what they do to their selves and reassures her that when she begins to talk delicately about her abusive past, that he will not use this footage in the future if she does not want to. Because the participants in the film are always in a very fragile state because of their problems, it makes the audience question can they actually give valid consent? I would have to answer that most likely, rhetorical question, by saying yes! This was maybe to excuse himself for what he maybe shouldnt have been doing and to tell the viewer that yes he thought it was wrong, but he was doing it for a reason to explore a topic that most people are scared of exploring. Two of the participants in Paul Watson's Rain in My Heart died during filming. 22/11/06 - 10:57 #8. This for me was an awkward introduction to have with a subject you are going to see go through an emotional and dark period. He would ask the interviewees why theyve relapsed or if they feel disappointed with their failed progress, but depending on the reaction to these questions, Watson would take a step back if he sensed it was in anyway emotionally challenging, until the subject would take control and continue/stop themselves. http://news.bbc.co.uk/player/nol/newsid_7140000/newsid_7143600/7143616.stm. Yes it does raise awareness, and the documentary was good, however, to feel taken back is not the sort of emotion one should try to evoke. Louis Theroux reveals his favourite documentaries, all available on BBC iPlayer. However, we can all agree that sometimes happiness is simply taking a walk or dancing in the rain. But for the families and subjects is must be/ must have been a very awkward experience even if they had consented to the film. Perhaps the strong emotional shocked felt from watching it is more to do with fearing our own mortality. This scene is perhaps one of the more uncomfortable in the film as Watson is merely documenting Vandas relapse back to alcohol and the range of mood swings she encounters. There are multiple narratives that composes the documentary surrounding each alcoholic; delving into their health, issues and families through interviews and visual representations of their effects. He just tried to observe that and filmed everything as it is, while they I assume from the very beginning had agreed to be filmed in any state they are. I think that the mutual awareness of the situation between subject and filmmaker, despite the subjects inebriation, helps to prove that it is not exploitative. In comparison to other hard-hitting and eye opening documentaries and coverage of alcohol/substance addictions, I think that Rain In My Heart is hardly exploitative at all. Although this might be justified, as their life story is very tragic, I feel Paul Watson pushed them to their limits. I personally feel as though Watson did not exploit his subjects as they all gave informed consent when they were sober and in hospital, under the supervision of healthcare professionals who could determine whether they were of sound mind, however this issue can be questioned at some points. Music Video BOWY Rain In My Heart Featured In Album Beat Emotion BOWY Listen to RAIN IN MY HEART on Apple Music. Also just to confirm Gillingham is a pretty shitty place to grow up in, so the documentary comes across as very sincere. Rain In My Heart is not an easy documentary to watch. https://www.facebook.com/pages/Rain-In-My-Heart-Documentary-In-Memory-Of-My-Dad-Toni-And-Vanda/233416877232. Vanda, 43, has been drinking since the age of 12. However, this scene does give greatest insight in to why Vanda is an alcoholic, and given the nature of the documentary, this is a critical point that must be conveyed to the viewer to give most depth to the understanding of alcoholism. But I find he violated the rules of documentary as he did interfere with the subjects and pushed them to an extent that made them fall back. Sometimes during the film I felt like I wanted to intervene in order to stop what the interviewees were struggling with while telling their stories. However, there is a clear relationship change when we see Watson come to Vandas house for the first time and through his camera both Watson and we, as the audience spectate that she is noticeably drunk and has brought herself another bottle of vodka. We follow Nigel and his supportive wife Claire as they spend their final weeks together. Rain In My Heart is a documentary that is observing four alcohol abusers Vanda, aged 43; Mark, 29; Nigel, 49 and Toni, 26 from the impoverished Medway towns of north Kent. Whats offensive? Watson intrudes on his film, importantly (and rather unromantically, when we consider the idea of immersive movie magic) shows him forging all the social contracts with his subjects at the start. Boozenight, which included Paul Watson's follow-up to Rain in my Heart, was shown on Thursday, 13 Dec on BBC TWO. Watson creates this feeling in his editing, which makes his points and connections better but is never pleasant as an aesthetic experience. It is true that his documentary can be judged and considered as an observational one: the filmmaker lets the interviewee talk about his or her problems and express all his or her weaknesses. Posts; 4,539. This gives the impression that Paul Watson is only interested in the success of this documentary. Half a bottle of vodka on the train to work at the age of 17 began Mark's journey into alcoholism. There were also times where Watson was rather firm and intrusive in his questioning of Vandas childhood and life. I think that Watson when immersed with these subjects he formed a friendship with, learning to really like some of them and he himself tries to stop some of his subjects from drinking because he wants to see the best happen for them. For I'm just a fool Who clings to his pride But when I'm alone I can hear The sound of rain In my heart Of the tears that I hide And it tears me apart 'Cause I keep them inside I can't get away From the sound of the rain In my heart How could I know, my love I was a toy Only a game to you? For someone to say that Watson exploited the people in the film is to say that he harmed them in some way, which I dont think he did. But I dont appreciate so much. This attempt to confront the ethical problem of documentary-making did not satisfy me as I couldnt help but feel that Watsons display of concern was more addressing the potential accusations of the audience rather than the problem itself. By going that extra further he creates a relationship with the subjects. It was arguably and subtly manipulative how he often said would you like to carry on? as he was probably aware that the answer would be yes due to the state of the interviewees. Overall, I believe Watson does not exploit his subjects because they knew roughly what they were getting themselves into and because Watson simply observed with the camera the tragic events of the subjects that would gain the empathy of the audience towards the effect of alcoholism. As with his other films, Watson established a relationship with the subjects during filming. I feel like Rain in My Heart must be a controversial documentray in terms of how dealing with the ethics in this film. Critic Richard Brody (http://www.newyorker.com/culture/richard-brody/taking-it-off-for-the-holocaust) described it: Schindlers List features several of the most vulgar and repellent scenes ever filmed. Therefore I agree that their lives were exposed (as they agreed and wanted them to be) but they were not harshly exploited by Paul. However, it doesnt justify the ignore her drinking even he had a chance to stop her. I think that Rain in my Heart was a very interesting documentary to watch and posed many questions about the ethics of documentary filmmaking. I personally feel that Paul Watson did not exploit his subjects in the film. Moreover, one can say that the subjects were exploited not only in the aforementioned scenes, but generally throughout the film. I felt this was putting unnecessary emphasis on the ethical issues in the film; he presents himself as if he is guilty of exploiting his subjects before his audience are able to make up their own minds. It is hard to watch, but becomes even more uncomfortable when Watson interjects right in the middle of someone elses story, such as Mark, to remind the audience of the monsters. Overall, I believe that it is good to make the public known about situations like these, especially when it can have an impact on your image of alcohol. I feel as though Watson was trying to be as ethical as possible, baring in mind his need to capture this shocking footage in order to create the Documentary. What I think is that Watson did not exploit his subjects in the film. Troubled Toni, 26, merely laughs at warnings that continued drinking will mean death. This in essence in the subject saying that they are feeling exploited by the filmmaker and the documentary project. Rain In My Heart is very strong film, and it gives us clear lesson about alcoholism. Considering this film brings light to the mental conditions that tend to lead to alcoholism, then was Paul Watson in the right place to accept the consent from these people? Obliging by the rules of observational filmmaking, Watson, on the whole, assumes a fly-on-the-wall position and captures the destruction as it unfolds. In The Cove (2009) we needed to see how they got the cameras where they did, but in this film I felt that Watson should have left his comments for the bonus DVD. Watson is not overly invasive at any point, and if anything my only criticism would be that he sometimes gives too much insight into how he feels about what is happening during filming, which I find unnecessary. It is a difficult film to watch because of the subject matter it deals with. 2022. He acts incredibly friendly with her by holding her shoulders when talking to her, slapping her cheek when she has fallen asleep from drinking etc. I find it hard to imagine a way Watson could have made this film without the, sometimes unjust, use of the subjects. The film charts the traumas faced by the alcoholics as they bounce between Gillingham Medway Maritime Hospital and their homes, and highlights the emotional impact their struggle has had on those around them. I believe he does ask himself sincere ethical questions and that he answers them truthfully. Watson even edits in clips of himself discussing how he felt when seeing his subjects cross back to alcohol, he states I lost that remoteness that I have as a filmmaker I get emotionally involved with people but I manage to stand back and observe and I get a lot of critism for that. The documentary follows four alcoholics in an observatory manner. It would have shown their time off-screen, sitting in a dressing room, preparing themselves to go on-camera, also chatting and gossiping, then being lined up by the assistant director and going through the magic momentthe transformation into character. He later also mentions that one woman, who had been born in a concentration camp, had a complete breakdown while doing that scene.. About 20 different medications are washed down with pints of vodka and cordial. Rain In My Heart is an extremely educational film to watch. 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